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Mon Sep 14, 2009, 3:32 AM
  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: Crush crush crush- Paramore
OKay, lol so i took my best friend to Frame Park the otherday to go the a baby's First Birthday party, (my cousin's) and omg, my cousin Jordan WOULDNT STOP CLINGING TO ME. She's never THIS clingy. DX

But i tried to ignore her the best i could. XDD Well, becuase i had my friend with me, and i didnt want her to be left out, so i hung with her.

I DIDNT REALIZE HOW PERVERTED WE BOTH COULD BE!! :lmao::lmao: We are SO immature. XD

We were listening to my iPod with my zelda songs, and to each one we listened to, reminded us of our friends at school, so it became theirs and our theme songs. XD

Mara's was Ilia's Song-- Twilight Princess
Matt's was the Cucoo Chase--Minish Cap
Grant's was a lot of them-- Oath to Order-Majora's Mask, Cave them from Minish Cap, and others i cant remember. XD
Katelyn's was Makar's Awakening-- Wind Waker
Mine was Tetris. XD
Megan's was the Forest Temple in Ocarina of Time.

It was a weird day yesterday. Well i gotta go and get ready for school. Its already 6:31a.m Still gotta eat too. XDD

BYE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So Tired... (plz read)

Sun Sep 13, 2009, 9:05 AM
  • Mood: Agony
  • Listening to: Crush crush crush- Paramore
I hate when my mom and my brother are drunk. They release out so many things of emotional things in their life, and blame it on each other, and break out into a fight. I stayed up still quarter to 5:00am listening on their rantings, and i was sick of it.

Last night they came home from the annual pig roast, and they came back drunk around 2:30am. Iw as still up, and about to close out, becuz for some reason i couldn't sleep. I went into my room and put on my pj's and sat on my bed, knowing my mom and Donnie were home. My brother walked into my room (drunk, but the smart kind(sorta))He had told me the light was still on upstairs, so i went to turn it off, and my mom says "Thanks cat!" While giggling to herself. I was so unconditionally tired, so i said "Meh..!" and marched off to bed. Then, my bro came back in and said:

"Catie, why do you never appreciate things? Go tell mom thank you! Don't just go "meh" and leave." I jumped out my bed, and hugged my mom, and told her thank you, then my bro came out, and also asked me all sorts of questions. Since people here know i hate getting into trouble, my eyes get watery, and i feel like i was gonna cry. He was explaining about how he had never had a computer when he was my age and i should appreciate it. I took his word, and finally went to bed... For so i thought: He came back in, and he wanted a sister/brother talk. I became more emotional as he talked about my life.

~NOTE: I'm the kind of person that pushes it off my shoulder, and let it be, even if its a big problem. But i learned to bottle it inside, and let it out when the time has come to actually cry. (sometimes i cry hours on end)

My mom came in, opened the door, and told us she was gonna heat up some lasagna form last night, and she'll go to bed afterwards. My brother just shooed her away. "Whatever!" my mom exclaimed. After she ate hers, she came back in again, and asked why i was crying. Donnie claimed he was having a sisterly/brotherly talk, and we were!

Now they started raising their voices at each other, which made me cry more. I hate it when people do this shit. They started arguing, and i tried to stop them from going any further (going into a fight)

"SHUT UP THE BOTH OF YOU NOW!!!" I exclaimed while crying. They both looked at me, and my mom said: "Catie, leave this to me" But i shook my head and cried more. My eyes were red, and my mascara which i forgot to wash off was dripping down my face.

Afterwards, they broke out into a fight in the dining room, with my mom shoving my brother into a wall,with their voices raised. I said the word "fuck" to them, and my mom thought i took my brother's side (which infact i took NO ONE'S side) and it made me feel awful when she said this to donnie, then to me:

Mom to Donnie= "YOU KNOW WHAT? I'LL BE GLAD ONCE YOU MOVE OUT TO LAKE MILLS!!!"

Mom to Me= "Way to go Catie, choosing your brother over your mom! Now STOP CRYING TO GET TO BED."

I couldn't stop crying, so i leaped onto my bed, face pressed into my pillow and cried harder. She came in and yelled at me "STRAIGHTEN UP YOUR ATTITUDE."

Then i called my sister, and she came up, and we finally settled this argument, for over 3 hours. I was crying still, and now my eyes hurt form last night.

Dammit.

Sat Sep 12, 2009, 8:57 PM
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Torn
God Dammit, I'm bored.

Devious Journal Entry

Fri Sep 11, 2009, 6:59 PM
  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Torn


*sighs* Good, or Bad..? :(

Wed Sep 9, 2009, 3:36 PM
  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Torn
So, i'm gonna do Fright Hike again this year, and this is what i want to know if this is good or bad:

I invited Matt, and he said yes, he'll come. I'm glad he's joining. That's the good.. I think;

The bad;

At school, i dunno. He's acting anti-social, unlike in 6th and 7th grade. Maybe its just adolescence? Or moodiness? I don't know...


I try to cheer him up. I seemed to make him happier the other day.. But..


Ngh... This is what's so confusing about guy friends. I have tons of them, and they always go to me for help; Then later on, they "act" like they like me. I hate it.

It's different with Matt. I've known him for two years, i've never seen him this depressed.

If you're a guy, or a girl who knows about guys, please give me some ideas on why he's depressed/anti-social.

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